Mixed day

It has been a mixed day for me. I started to do some work - writing. I am happy about it. It was a good feeling though. I get excited when I think about the historical significance of writing something. There again, writing anything cannot make history can it? I sometimes get the urge to contribute something substantial.

I do repent the fact that I am in the kind of a field anymore where an idea can take you places. But then again, I think that a brilliant idea is a brilliant idea...
I am not good enough for that I feel.....

depressing
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