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It is 3AM. K has put a digital clock by my bedside. I can see the time bright and clear now. The times I spent guessing the time are gone. 3AM it is. The rudraksh mala is hurting my neck. My right hand cannot reach the back of my right neck to scratch. I cant move my left arm at all. Period. I tried moving a bit side to side so I can rub the itchy portion of my neck against the pillow - but no use. Should I call K? Ah...I had already called him at 1 AM for my nature's call - He was grumpy. I dont think it is a good idea... K is a nce kid. But the times are like this. It is better I dont say a word- ah...ah...the itch again... Let me try and turn to my left...Take a deep breath, ro..ll onto left..oh these deadlog legs -wont move...ah..yes..now better...oh..god..my left arm has gone under my body...I am worried I might injure it...oh my GOD..what to do...Should I call K anyway. Big deal, if he has had disturbd sleep...His dad deserves better from him doesnt he...No not really... He needs to sleep....


One more try...It is 3:45 now...

No luck...it is really itchy....may be I should call him....maybe.....

K...K.....
No response....

K...K....
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Footsteps...
yes appa....

No, Can you bring the can please for me to pass urine...and just as you are heere..can please scratch here please....
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